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[23 May 2005|10:05am] |
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i wanna be bad - willa ford |
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okay.. huhmm.. today's monday already.. humm.. i dont have school anymore! okay.. so.. story.. humm.. friday? i went out with my classmates in summer classes.. hehehe.. so.. okay.. we went to galle.. then we went to the "gene testa" place to remove my tattoo.. damn! that really hurts! so.. i need to go back like about 3 times! hahaha.. damn! so.. anyways.. after.. so.. anyways.. humm.. what else? humm.. i wish my tattoo will heal sooner.. you know why? hello!??!?! im going to the beach this weakend.. so i need to make this light na before anyone see's it again! damn! grrrrrr..
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[19 May 2005|06:39pm] |
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give me one more chance - Sipol |
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okay.. this is our second to the last day of summer classes.. we had our part one exam of math today.. damn! i thought that i will fail! but no!!!! im still the second to the highest! hahaha.. okay.. mayabang na kung mayabang.. eh hindi naman kasi ako nagiging ganito when im in poveda eh.. baksak ako always.. damn noh!? pero ngayon? out of 16 students top 2 ako.. haaay.. i can concentrate better here eh.. pero sa poveda? madaming distractions.. damn.. i hate it.. grrr.. pero sana tumaas grades ko sa poveda.. (wala na kasi akong choice na school kung hindi dun eh.. late na kasi kung lilipat pa ako ng school..)hehehe.. sige.. check pa ako friendster ko.. hehehe..
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[18 May 2005|04:04pm] |
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First day Funk - parokya ni edgar |
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okay.. huhmm.. tattoo? humm.. everyone says its real? but naah.. its not.. muka lang totoo.. hahaha.. so.. okay.. anyways.. im going to the beach this weekend.. humm.. what else? i want to get darker! damn!
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| ang INIT ng summer!!!!!! |
[13 May 2005|08:57pm] |
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Beacause i love you - Drop N Harmony |
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huumm.. what can i say? humm.. if you ask a person like "why do you love him/her?" humm.. can you anwer that? humm.. they say that if you have a reason why you love him/her you really dont love that person! because you love that person coz of your reason! huh??? hirap i-explain! hahahaha.. so.. basta! its obvious! hehehe.. so.. anyways.. what to say? so.. anyways.. humm.. ang init ngayon summer!!!!! as in!!!!! nakakapikon..
so.. anyways.. humm.. i have a new DOG! actually its not mine.. its my aunts dog.. ibibigay namin sakanya.. hehehehe.. huhmm.. so. im taking care of her right now.. its a dalmatian dog.. hihihi.. anyways.. got to go muna ha..
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| damn!!!!!! bored! bwahaha |
[12 May 2005|01:12pm] |
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humm.. okay.. humm.. we had a quiz a while ago.. humm.. i got 34/40.. bwahaha.. that was great! i love the teacher! i love the students! humm.. why kaya when im in povedS.. humm.. whats happening? is it the place? the classmates? the teacher? damn!!!!!! i get super high grades here.. damn! so.. im thinking if i want to transfer! damn! poveda sucks! but if i transfer.. i wont get to experience poveda's FAIR!? its this year na eh.. damn! humm.. so.. help me think.. i dont want to transfer because of my barkada.. and humm.. if i transfer? i need to make friends.. damn! hum.. do hard! humm.. so anyways.. humm..
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[10 May 2005|05:12pm] |
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The day you said goodnight - Hale |
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humm.. right now? i just woke up.. from my afternoon nap.. haha.. damn! kiddie stuff.. hehehe.. so okay.. humm.. did you ever feel that even if you happy, you still see darkness.. and when your sad, you see the light? humm.. why kaya noh? humm..
sorry.. ang labo ko today.. hehehehehehe.. my blood isnt awake yet.. damn blood! bwahahaha..
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| success.. hihihi.. |
[07 May 2005|03:32pm] |
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half life - duncan sheik |
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yeah!!!!! ive accomplished everything now.. well.. not exactly everything.. hehhe.. some of it.. hehehe.. okay.. humm.. i actually didnt do anything today.. humm.. such a bore.. were going to mega mall later.. humm.. were going to hear mass there.. humm.. so what else.. humm.. oh yeah!!!
she's actually the cousin of my angel.. hehehe.. so.. hey michelle!!!!!! so.. okay.. anyways.. huhmm.. how am i? humm.. im actually bored.. i want to see carLo na.. haynako.. damn life.. life is so hard.. so hard that you want to end it earlier.. right? but you need and you want to be strong for someone you dont want to lose like CARLO.. thats why, im thanking him for everything.. for making me happy even if im so depressed and all.. thank you baby angel.. i really appreciate it.. thank you.. kaya nga love kita eh.. pinagchachagaan mo ako.. hihihi.. okay, enough with the drama scene.. lets move on.. okay.. humm.. i need to be slim before we go to the beach.. hahahha.. well.. i really need to be slim.. before forever.. hahahaha! okay?! so help me? ayt? hehehe.. so.. what to say? humm.. i want to go out later.. but how? humm.. mothers day is tomorrow.. damn! so hard schedule.. damn! i hate it.. huumm.. so, what else.. humm.. yesterday, we had a test(class) damn! i think i failed it.. even though the teacher told us that 7 of us(out of 16) are going to fail actually one will surely fail.. humm.. so.. he told us who they are.. well.. thank God! im not one of them!!!!!!! I PASSED! is it because the class is just small? and my friends from Poveda are not there? or is is just because its co-ed? humm.. i dunno the reason.. but thats reason is great! it made me pass! ahahha! well.. thank you also for CarLo for making me alive.. hihihi..-->>connection!<<-- damn! hahahah.. im so hyper right now.. but i dont have anyone to talk to.. humm.. damn! wonder why im so hyper? hahahaha.. i ate the sugar out of the turon beside me.. bwahahaha.. damn! so.. now? what happened? bwahahahahaha.. so still what to say? humm..
im just simply BORED!
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[05 May 2005|01:46pm] |
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saving forever for you - shanice |
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okay.. ive been busy with studies.. haha.. himala ba? hehehe.. i want to get a 90 in my card.. damn! even if thats hard! damn! i hate it.. so anyways.. humm.. im done with my coordinate picture watever.. sir gave us for homework.. so.. i submitted it a while ago.. in class.. okay.. im proud i did that kind of thing! mine was winnie the pooh! damn! that was great! i did that picture for like about 4-5 hours.. with just 5 mi breaks.. or sometimes wala pa ngang minutes eh.. haaay.. hehehe.. so okay.. im just going to relax right now.. sleep sleep.. hahaha.. im going to the derma later.. hahaha.. so.. humm.. what to say? humm.. i need to be thin! hahaha.. what else? humm.. i need to grow my nails! damn! they're so short.. so.. hum.. wondering why im not talking to CarLo? hahaha.. they're looking for a school for their summer.. humm.. too late huh? yeah.. i know.. but he needs to transfer.. his mom told him so.. hay.. long story.. haha.. so.. what to say.. humm..
hey? ever joked a girl, na sineryoso niya talaga? humm.. sanay na sanay na ako sa ganyan.. sobra.. hahaha.. so.. fun.. pero kahit hindi ako ang gumagamit.. i know kung ano nangyayari sakanya.. hahaha.. so fun.. KARMA.. i know.. but who cares? hahaha.. naging masaya naman kami sa pagloloko sakanya.. and now? hindi parin alam ng gurl na "kasabwat" ako.. hahaha.. so funny.. well.. actually, the guy told me to stay away from the girl.. well.. i ll follow him.. minura ng nanay nung gurl.. yung guy noh!!!! and that guy is my BEST FRIEND! damn! damn that mother! shit!
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| you think nakatulog ako buong gabi? NOT! |
[30 Apr 2005|06:33am] |
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caught up - usher |
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haha! so okay.. humm.. after school..(summer school) humm.. like about 12:00pm, i arrived home.. i ate lunch.. and when it was 2:00pm.. humm.. i slept.. humm.. yeah.. i really slept.. haha.. so.. i woke up at like about 11:00pm.. waaaah!!!!!!!!!! so.. i missed stained glass.. damn! humm.. i watched Tv.. drew something on paper.. listen to music.. huhmm.. what else? humm.. and ate breakfast which was just a while ago.. damn! i still didnt sleep! hahaha.. so nice.. hahaha.. carLo is still sleeping.. haaay.. so what to do.. damn! its so hot right now!!!! waaaah! damn! hahaha.. my head is so heavy.. yet my eyes are still alive.. bwahaha.. so how can i sleep?! damn!if i sleep.. what time will i wake up? my mom will get mad! damn noh? i hate her.. damn! humm.. i think, were going to mass later.. haaay.. so, i probably wont sleep na.. hahaha.. wish i can last long.. hahaha.. so.. okay.. anyways.. humm..
so. what should i do? humm.. bored.. really bored.. haha..
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[26 Apr 2005|04:49pm] |
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okay.. its my second day of summer class.. yeah! it was fun.. but i woke up late!!!!!!!! were supposed to go like about 7:00am.. i woke up at 7:15!!!!!!!!!!!! hello?! my alarm didnt work?! and hello? my bedtime is passed 4:00am.. so now what? damn.. my dad got mad! and told my brother to take the TV out of my room.. damn! when i got home, the TV was gone.. so.. i threw things at my door! slammed my door so hard! took out the monitor and the CPU of a computer out my room and i put it outside of my parents room so my dad could see.. humm.. so there.. i slept.. i woke up like about 4:00pm.. so.. humm.. i woke up because the maid was knocking on the door.. so i opened it.. my dad brought some Mcdo.. damn! ano toh SUHOL!? punyeta! porket galit ako wag niya ako susuhulan! puta siya! grrr.. i really hate him.. super!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MY FATHER! DAMN!
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[23 Apr 2005|06:38pm] |
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ille never go - nexxus |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATRICK BEN GARANGANAO hehehe.. okay.. humm.. so.. what to say.. oh yeah? i went to the attic to exercise.. bwahaha.. just for how many minutes.. hahaha.. so.. humm.. i actually didnt concentrate right now, i mean.. i really didnt read my book.. damn! bwahaha.. humm.. so sad.. its so ganda pa naman.. (yaks! ang conyo!) humm.. im in the middle hope i can finnish tomorrow! hahaha.. ang ganda kasi eh.. haha.. so.. humm.. what else? humm.. i miss my barkada: MARIEL,CHESKA,LEAN,AIKA,ALIN,BEA BELL. waaaaah! i miss you guys! humm.. okay.. damn..
i hate my mom.. okay.. i edited my picture, to turn into a devil.. humm.. yeah.. the eyes was good.. and the horns was fine.. i showed it to my mom.. know what my mom said? "CAMILLE, NO!!!" & "PICTURE MO GAGAWIN MONG DEMONYO!"(with a puch on the shoulder!) damn! i hate that!!!!!!! i had a hard time doing that!! then gaganunin lang niya? aba! anong karapatan niya? puta! grrrr... punyetang buhay toh! nakakaasar! thats some of the reasons which i want to grow up so fast! damn! i hate being a minor! damn!
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| i wish to fly high in the sky and see every wonderful thing in this world.. |
[22 Apr 2005|07:17pm] |
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humm.. friday? yes.. its friday right now.. humm.. mommy's coming back from subic later.. humm.. such a bore.. well.. today is: PATRICK's birthday!
hehe.. so anyways.. humm. what to say.. humm.. i bought new shoes a while ago with dad.. huumm.. i was supposed to buy also jeans.. but i was so tamad to try it on.. so.. there's still next time.. humm.. then i bought a book to read.. humm.. i saw the movie kasi(commercial) at hallmark channel.. so i wonder if when will they show it.. or ill try reading it.. hehehe.. so.. i bought "tuesdays with morrie" humm.. well.. i started reading it.. it was fine.. yeah.. hehehe.. uhmm.. i watched the movie before.. well.. that was way way back in grade school.. so i kinda dont remember some scenes from it.. or the story.. hehe so.. humm.. what to say.. humm.. well.. im chatting with carLo right now.. humm.. and my brother went out again.. haaay.. he's wearing that pink polo shirt i hated!!!!!! grrrr.. damn that gay person! grrr.. i hate it..
i miss my brother.. ..so much..
i miss my BROTHER.. i dont want another sister.. actually im the only girl.. i dont want to have another girl int he family except my mom.. or should i say "girl minded" person.. daym!
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[21 Apr 2005|04:17pm] |
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kung mawawala ka - ogie alcasid |
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so much boredom in this world! i want new shoes! buy me one! i want black sneakers!!!!!!!! waaaaaah! my dad kasi eh!!!!! grrrr.. i want to go na to the mall and buy the things i want.. waaaah!!!!!!!!!
kung mawawala ka sa piling ko
hindi ito matatanggap ng puso ko
at bawat pangarap ay biglang maglalaho
mawawalang saysay ang mabuhay sa mundo
kung masamang panaginip lamang to
sana ako ay gisingin mo
at sa aking paggising akoy iyong yakapin
ay sabihin mong akoy mahal mo rin
kung mawawala ka
hindi ko makakayang
harapin ang bukas ng nagiisa
kung akoy iiwan mo paano na tayo
sayang ang pangako sa isat isa
kung mawawala ka
kung mawawala ka
hindi ko makakayang
harapin ang bukas ng nagiisa
kung akoy iiwan mo paano na tayo
sayang ang pangako sa isat isa
kung mawawala ka.
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[20 Apr 2005|07:06pm] |
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huhmm.. i just went to subic a while ago.. humm.. i just slept there.. then, my dad and the maids cleaned our house there. huhmm.. so much for fun right? humm.. humm.. well.. rhev texted me about his prorblem with his ex.(michelle).. so i helped him with advices.. ('tol! sana nakatulong! haha.. so anyways.. humm.. what to say? humm.. last night i heard some strange noises downstairs.. so i tried go down.. then, when i opened my door.. i saw so much water, and the floor was kinda white na! so.. i woke my dad up.. then i saw the water coming out of our bathroom.. so i opened it.. woah! its like a river inside our bathroom! as in.. (the tube for our heater, broke.. so water splashed.. bwahaha)so my dad made me walk down the stairs through the water.. to wake the maids up.. so.. yeah? they wiped all the water from our bathroom until downstrairs.. well.. the water is gone now.. but the mark from the hot water from the water(duh) made a mark on our floor.. its now white.. haha.. so anyways.. ill end this na.. wala na akong masabi.. haha..
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[19 Apr 2005|11:02pm] |
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well.. im going to subic.. damn! humm.. well.. my dad and the maids will clean our house there.. hum.. so all i can do there, is sleep? watch tv.. text? humm.. boring life.. or, watch the birds fly high in the sky.. haha.. drama.. or i can just think, and think about this sat.. humm.. how can i go out when my mom's here? humm.. and the next day is my bro's birthday.. waaaaahh.. humm.. well.. humm.. i dont have any gift for my bro.. damn.. humm.. we were so close before? but now? i dont know? is it just because i really cant accept his gender? humm.. whatev.. humm.. so anyways.. what to do? humm.. friendster? humm.. such a bore.. humm.. what to say? humm.. i need a ring? i really need one.. hahaha.. or a tattoo? humm.. pero when? i dont have money na! waaaah! humm.. so.. anyways.. nothing more to say.. ill just end this.. baboo..
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[17 Apr 2005|11:41pm] |
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a tiring day for me.. you know why? humm.. we went to laguna.. for my dads class '57 reunion.. haha! the people there were so old.. but yet still strong! and "bibbo" haha.. theyre so astig! hahaha.. well.. im happy coz, nagkasama narin kami ni erika.. my favorite cousin for all times.. haha.. tapos.. humm.. usap usap kami.. kapos nga kami sa oras eh.. sayang.. haha.. tapos we dont know kung when pa kami magsasama ulit.. haaay.. so.. anyways.. humm.. kulang pa ako sa tulog.. ilang oras lang tulog ko.. haha.. humm.. i slept mga passed 5am na? tapos my mom woke me up at 7am.. waaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pero mga afternoon, ok na feeling ko.. nung first, ayoko magsalita.. nakakatamad and ang sakit pa ng ulo ko.. hahaha.. so.. humm.. sumasabay pa yung sakit ng katawan ko.. magkakaroon na ata ako.. well.. masaya at sabay na malunkot din feeling ko.. kasi.. masaya dahil.. magkakaroon na ako! haha.. tapos malunkot dahil, masakit yun eh! waaaahh.. huum.. hirap maging babae bwahaha.. wala na akong masabi eh.. haha.. so.. humm.. on wednesday,, pupunta naman ako sa subic.. maglilinis daw kasi maids dun.. haynako.. so sad.. hahaha.. so.. next next week na simula ng summer classes ko.. and you know kung kelan mageend? humm.. JUNE 3 daw! tangina noh! asar! puta! grrr.. magaaral nanaman ako? tapos simula pa ng classes! waaaah! grrr.. hirap pa lumabas! grrr.. ang pangit ng summer ko! literally!!! waaaah.. well.. thank god, nakilala ko talaga si carLo.. kung hindi?! aba! mamamatay na ako eh.. hahaha..
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humm.. saturday.. humm.. dont you feel that your weeks are getting so fast! waaah! humm.. why kaya? humm.. so bad.. humm.. what to do nest week? huumm.. i want to go out!? humm.. i bought some clothes na nga eh.. bwahahaha.. kulang nalang black shoes.. waaaah.. i hate it.. kuripot ni daddy eh.. bwahaha.. okay pala kasama mommy ko when i want to go shopping.. bwahaha.. so.. anyways.. humm.. what to say.. huumm..
i want to learn how to play the guitar! waaah! i mean, yung parang aiza.. bwahahaha.. humm..
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[13 Apr 2005|01:50pm] |
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why is that everytime we fall in love, we get hurt? if we gave every single love in our heart, we really cry coz of it.. humm.. i've experienced this.. i know how to get hurt and to fall in love.. to fall inlove with not the right person.. yet? i still found him.. i mean the right one.. the right one who deserves my love.. (nyaks! bwahaha) huumm..
Love? what is love? - love is a feeling made by two people inlove? right? humm.. or love is a feeling that makes us cry in the end.. hehehe.. humm.. why does every feeling comes with the opposite? humm.. happy? opposite is sad? every wonder why, if we are so much happy.. then we get angry or sad in the end? right? am i right? haha.. humm.. so weird.. why is that like that? haha.. so anyways.. enough with th questions.. huumm..
tomorrow? i'll be alone in my house.. "home alone!" again.. haha.. humm.. what to do? next month ill be having summer classes and its hard for me to go out.. waaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and ill be taking summer classes in ICA damn.. scary.. who are my classmates? waaaaah! so scary.. haha.. so.. anyways.. if im in summer classes..
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| ive been searching for a long time now.. now? i found what ive been searching for.. |
[12 Apr 2005|02:25pm] |
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be the girl - Aslyn |
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hum.. these past few years.. ive been searching or should i say waiting for that one person who could win my heart.. hum.. i passed through pains and happiness before.. yet still i cant find that one person who i can love for the rest of my life.. humm.. well.. maybe, you'll say that im to exagge to say that i will love a person, until i die.. humm.. well.. if that person is really deserving.. why not? right? humm.. everyone can love right now and love that person until they die.. hum.. why am i saying this? humm.. i think i found the person that ill spend my life with.. huumm.. well.. i dont think.. i KNOW humm.. i want to thank God for giving him to me.. for making us happy when were together.. i wish that our lives will be much longer now.. now we met each other.. right baby? humm.. what more can i say.. huumm..
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[10 Apr 2005|04:45pm] |
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humm.. i actually dont update this journal everyday.. humm.. its not that i dont have time.. (hello! bored nga ako eh..) so.. anyways.. humm.. kelangan ko magmadali dito.. gusto ko kasi manood ng tv eh.. hay.. so.. anyways.. need to go.. goobay..
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